march na
ang daming nangyari sa ganun kaikling araw from my last post
we broke up two nights ago
to cut the long story short, nung na confine ako he said something offensive
na kailangan nya kong iwan para sa gig dahil may sarili din naman syang buhay
iiwan nya kong mag isa sa hospital
as a partner hindi ba dapat alagaan nya ko?
saka hindi ba ko kasama sa buhay nya para mag hanap pa sya ng me time ng kailangan ko sya
just pure insensitive.
it only proves na hindi nya ko ganun ka mahal
siguro infatuation lang nararamdaman nya
i really dont know and maybe i dont wanna know
this is not even the first time na nagsabi sya ng offensive sakin
i gave him a lot of chance
but he just wasted all of it
ni wala man lang syang effort para ayusin kami
so i decided na ako naman yung magmamahal sa sarili ko
kasi for the longest time nagpakababa ako tinanggal ko lahat ng pride ko
like what my friend would always tell me, "have some pride."
i should have listened to my friend.
